sad + bored = monkey

hye everyone...hope all of u having a very goooood day...
not like me...urggghhh...so sad...
errmmm....why ekh..??
okayy here's the story...
pada pagi yang indah nian td...
kitowg ade EOM membrane and receptor which is the toughest module in sem 1...
and me da spend my life for the past few days study mcm owg gle dah...
n yang grm uh soalan dye cket jeq...
ya allah sabar jeq laa...
pnyer lah ak bce 16 chpters uh tp dye kua ciput jeq..
aih...sumpah geram..
klu cket tp seng xpe ah gak nie x..
sush bro..wa rse cam nk nges jeq jwb..
soaln first lg da kantoi..
perkh..sumpah t'seksa jiwa n raga ak jwb soaln uh..
soo since soalan dye cket jeq of course la for 1 question uh marks dye belambak2 kn..
bygkan ah klu slh..mmg menangis wa ckp lu..huwaaa...
and my lecturer, Dr pramanik plak ckp be ready only 20% of u jeq yg akn lulus..
*rse nyer dye ckp 20%..xdga cgt..haha..
okay ak tulis besar2 LULUS..bukan A tawh LULUS..
oooo...eemmmm...ggeeeee...
sumpah cuak...
hope cgt ak lulus..
pray for me k guys.. (:






then...after EOM yang penuh duka uh, kitowg still de cls..
sobss...sobss..nseb bek cls reflective writing uh cncel..
klu x mmg duduk kt waziria smpy ptg laaa...
da la x ckop tdo kn..mmg best ah klu kne stay waziria..huhu..
okayy..actually tjuk lecture kitowg uh OVERVIEW of intermediary metabolism...
sooo ak engt kjp jeq lah kn since it's overview..
taaappppiiiii.............
pnyer lah bnyk slide dye..
sobs...sobs..
ak da sah2 x ley nk focus da kn..
sooo...tok mengilangkan bosan uh ak ngan zue g la men pencil case isha yg monyet uh...
hahaha...cute gler kowt...dah la duduk dpn kn tp smpt g men2 monyet uh..haha..
*errr...not exactly dpn lah..row 3 but stil dpn lah uh...hee..
soo here's the monkey..hahaha..
famous monyet uh ak promote..haha..

pose maut nyet2..haha..

baaaa.....chaaakkk!!.. 

keluarga monyet..

zue dan adiknya... :P

waa..sjowk nyer..

slurppp...da abes..

hello..hello..

hurm...bosaaannn nyer... ):

comey kn?

opsss..kantoi mte lg sblah xde..haha..

comey kn...
cian monyet uh jdk mgse kitowg..hahaha..
ouh..and for the 4th module which is the last module, kitowg akn blaja sume uh dlm mse 2 mggu lbey jeq..
soo pack...everyday at 8..huhu..
msty bz n pnt..
tp pape pown..i choose this path soo im gonna be tough...
n i'll try my best to become a very good doctor..
insyaAllah... (:

seee...pack kn.. ):

p/s : soo dats mean akn ade EOM lg 2 minggu lbey..huwaaa..cpt nyer..pas uh trus EOS..erkk...tkowt nyer..pray for me k guys..tq..me appreciate it.. (:

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busy??..

assalamualaikum..........oooo emmm geeee....lme gler x jenguk blog nie..hahaha..
orang busy lah katakn..woww...me??...unbelievable...haha..
well tgk running man dikre busy gak kn...tgk hindustan pown busy gak..
sume uh dkre busy laa uh...as long as my schedule full even though mostly filled with movie..hahaha..


ermmm...kli nie nk cte pe ek??..xde pape pown kowt...
just sje2 nk mengarut kat blog coz ngah cdey..huhu...
sbb pe ek cdey??..xyah tawh laa....hee..


well..arie uh dpt result EOM and alhamdulillah i got B..
wlaupown x A stil its better than failed ryte...
huhu... ^^


ermmm...ttbe rse tkowt plak ngan module skunk nie...
membrane and receptor..
the toughest one for this sem..
omg! soo scary...
dr pramanik ckp last btch 8 orang jeq lulus???
huh..seriously??..cam x cye jeq an..
sush cgt nieh...
soo apekah nseb kitowg???..
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we'll see for another 3 weeks i guess.. =)


but stil i do nothing bout that...
arghh..xde mood laaa...
asyk buang mse ngan movie jeq..
ekh xgak...skunk ngah busy ngan ZE, ZT n pembangunan insaniah...
hah...yg nieh lg stu hal kn...sume da nk kne anta da...
adoyaiii...pening pale...
err...ye ker??..haha..seyes ngah pening... dr ptg td kowt..huhu..


ok..wish me luck k guys...
ngah b'semangat nieh...hahaha...
tgk2 jap g tido kn..
memang semangat laahh saannggaatttt kaann...hahaha...




haa...actly de stu bnde nk story mory nieh...
mlm td x ley tdo....huhu..
sadis gler...
nightmare kowt then dlm kul 3 pagi uh t'jge n trus xley tdo...
perkh...rse cam real gak ah mmpi uh..
sobs..sobs...cdey jeq..t'kebil2 jeq ats ktil..huhu...
da la b4 uh t'hantuk kat dinding..
saket wooo...
klu nk rse g ah try wat...haha..
plus mlm uh si syura bley plak tnjuk video mayat dlm kubur..da kapan sume uh...huhu..
tp xpe lah..kte kne slaloo engat mati.. =)


ermm...k lah..xde pape cgt pown nk cte..
hehe...
nyte2...da ngantuk cgt nieh...huhu..
errr...ble nk study ek??..xpelah...esok msih ade...haha.. ^^

love dis song..nice..n sad..huhu..
hope my love one wont get away...huhu..stick wif me till the end k.. =)




p/s : npe lah diowg sume asyk pggil ak datin jeq..huhu...bese jeq kowt ak..tp xpe lah..ne tawh dpt husband dato..kah3...tp bukn dato yg tue k...yg mude...hehe..i mean yg sebaya or mybe tue just 3 or 4 taon ker..ok kowt..hahaha..ok..im just kidding... hee...tp klu btol pown pe slh nyer kn..hahaha.. :P

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failed!

and assalamualaikum....ryte now im not in the very epy mood..
why???...
ermmm..well....i failed my eom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
omg!!!..it was soo scary!!..sooo sad!!!...ashamed!!..
this is the 1st tyme in my life that i failed!!..
i dunno what to say..
its 20% for final...
can i past it??..
only allah knows..........
hopefully i can..aminnnnnn...

ermm...soo today i nk luahkn my feelings!!..

well when they announced the result i still tried to smile..
im trying really2 hard not to burst out...
but somehow when i came home my tears start to flow non-stopped!..
i was soo sad...only allah knows how sad i am.. :(

well...i really2 hoped for that 'someone' to comfort me...
but somehow he's not!!..
he's doing nothing... :(




its the other 'someone' who comfort me..
makes me laughed...
makes me epy...
give me adviced...
be there for me..
care for me..

i dunno if i can get through this if u're not comforting me..supporting me.. 
even though u're bz, not well, fasting n all u'll always tried to make me epy..
i really2 appreciate it... :)

thanks to that 'someone' coz i felt a lil better.. 
thanks for always be by my side..
when im sad or epy...
thanks for your care...
thanks for everything....
i love u dear frenz... :)

still..the one that i really2 hoped was not there for me..
its like im not important in that 'someone' lyfe..
well..mybe im not.. :(
maybe that 'someone' doesnt really care for me...
its sad when u told someone that u failed n that someone do nothing!!..
as if nothing happen..
hello its my first tyme okayy..
cant u imagine how hard it was for me..
i really2 need someone by my side to comfort me..to support me..
and i really2 hope its u...
but.....................
omg...i felt like my heart was broken into pieces... :'((




oh allah, pleaseee give me the strength......aminn..




okayy..enough wif that..it just broken my heart more n more..
still i was really2 thankful to my beloved family n besh friend, my lovely housemte, n others who tried to comfort me..always by my side..i really2 appreciate it..thanks soo much!!..
i love u guys soo much!!...
ermmmmuuuahhx!

its tough but im trying to get used to it.. :)

p/s : still crying while making this entry... :'((

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dear guys....

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.. ^^

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love story

morning guys...
*since i made this entry sooo early in the morning*
haha..xde kje gler kn..
well..td t'bangun soo engtkan nk study lah..
but then rse cam omg! boring gler...
haha..asl bukak buku jeq boring kn..
soo wat lah kje2 yg x b'faedah n x beri pape manfaat pown tok EOM ak next week..
huhuhu..bnyk gler x stdy g...!!!
suddenly rse cam cuak..
but then still buang mse gak..hohoho...


then i found a few vid that captured my heart..
soooo i just wanna share this one video..
*yg len nnty2 lah k..hehe..*
well its about a love story between 2 besh frenz.. :)
me like touched gler kowt tgk vid nie..
okayy not really touched laa but...........
ermm...dunno lah...
just watch this vid k..
hahaha..
*do forgve me coz otak x bpe nk btol pg2 bute nie*

actly cdey part yg that girl ditgglkn oleh that boy...huhu..
cian dye..lme kowt.. :(




okaayy..dats all..bubbye..

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L.O.V.E

waa...da lme x wat entry bru..well bz lah ktekn..hahaha..
poyo jeq an..tp seyes memang bz kowt..hee..
ok..this entry is for my love..
actly just nk dedicate this song/video to him..


wow..soo sweet of me ryte??..
*soo perasan*
hehe..


well.............
i just wanna tell him that i love him soo much!..
may our love last forever.. :)

this vid is soo cute..ryte?.. ^^

p/s : not feeling very well :(

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