sad + bored = monkey

hye everyone...hope all of u having a very goooood day...
not like me...urggghhh...so sad...
errmmm....why ekh..??
okayy here's the story...
pada pagi yang indah nian td...
kitowg ade EOM membrane and receptor which is the toughest module in sem 1...
and me da spend my life for the past few days study mcm owg gle dah...
n yang grm uh soalan dye cket jeq...
ya allah sabar jeq laa...
pnyer lah ak bce 16 chpters uh tp dye kua ciput jeq..
aih...sumpah geram..
klu cket tp seng xpe ah gak nie x..
sush bro..wa rse cam nk nges jeq jwb..
soaln first lg da kantoi..
perkh..sumpah t'seksa jiwa n raga ak jwb soaln uh..
soo since soalan dye cket jeq of course la for 1 question uh marks dye belambak2 kn..
bygkan ah klu slh..mmg menangis wa ckp lu..huwaaa...
and my lecturer, Dr pramanik plak ckp be ready only 20% of u jeq yg akn lulus..
*rse nyer dye ckp 20%..xdga cgt..haha..
okay ak tulis besar2 LULUS..bukan A tawh LULUS..
oooo...eemmmm...ggeeeee...
sumpah cuak...
hope cgt ak lulus..
pray for me k guys.. (:






then...after EOM yang penuh duka uh, kitowg still de cls..
sobss...sobss..nseb bek cls reflective writing uh cncel..
klu x mmg duduk kt waziria smpy ptg laaa...
da la x ckop tdo kn..mmg best ah klu kne stay waziria..huhu..
okayy..actually tjuk lecture kitowg uh OVERVIEW of intermediary metabolism...
sooo ak engt kjp jeq lah kn since it's overview..
taaappppiiiii.............
pnyer lah bnyk slide dye..
sobs...sobs..
ak da sah2 x ley nk focus da kn..
sooo...tok mengilangkan bosan uh ak ngan zue g la men pencil case isha yg monyet uh...
hahaha...cute gler kowt...dah la duduk dpn kn tp smpt g men2 monyet uh..haha..
*errr...not exactly dpn lah..row 3 but stil dpn lah uh...hee..
soo here's the monkey..hahaha..
famous monyet uh ak promote..haha..

pose maut nyet2..haha..

baaaa.....chaaakkk!!.. 

keluarga monyet..

zue dan adiknya... :P

waa..sjowk nyer..

slurppp...da abes..

hello..hello..

hurm...bosaaannn nyer... ):

comey kn?

opsss..kantoi mte lg sblah xde..haha..

comey kn...
cian monyet uh jdk mgse kitowg..hahaha..
ouh..and for the 4th module which is the last module, kitowg akn blaja sume uh dlm mse 2 mggu lbey jeq..
soo pack...everyday at 8..huhu..
msty bz n pnt..
tp pape pown..i choose this path soo im gonna be tough...
n i'll try my best to become a very good doctor..
insyaAllah... (:

seee...pack kn.. ):

p/s : soo dats mean akn ade EOM lg 2 minggu lbey..huwaaa..cpt nyer..pas uh trus EOS..erkk...tkowt nyer..pray for me k guys..tq..me appreciate it.. (:

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failed!

and assalamualaikum....ryte now im not in the very epy mood..
why???...
ermmm..well....i failed my eom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
omg!!!..it was soo scary!!..sooo sad!!!...ashamed!!..
this is the 1st tyme in my life that i failed!!..
i dunno what to say..
its 20% for final...
can i past it??..
only allah knows..........
hopefully i can..aminnnnnn...

ermm...soo today i nk luahkn my feelings!!..

well when they announced the result i still tried to smile..
im trying really2 hard not to burst out...
but somehow when i came home my tears start to flow non-stopped!..
i was soo sad...only allah knows how sad i am.. :(

well...i really2 hoped for that 'someone' to comfort me...
but somehow he's not!!..
he's doing nothing... :(




its the other 'someone' who comfort me..
makes me laughed...
makes me epy...
give me adviced...
be there for me..
care for me..

i dunno if i can get through this if u're not comforting me..supporting me.. 
even though u're bz, not well, fasting n all u'll always tried to make me epy..
i really2 appreciate it... :)

thanks to that 'someone' coz i felt a lil better.. 
thanks for always be by my side..
when im sad or epy...
thanks for your care...
thanks for everything....
i love u dear frenz... :)

still..the one that i really2 hoped was not there for me..
its like im not important in that 'someone' lyfe..
well..mybe im not.. :(
maybe that 'someone' doesnt really care for me...
its sad when u told someone that u failed n that someone do nothing!!..
as if nothing happen..
hello its my first tyme okayy..
cant u imagine how hard it was for me..
i really2 need someone by my side to comfort me..to support me..
and i really2 hope its u...
but.....................
omg...i felt like my heart was broken into pieces... :'((




oh allah, pleaseee give me the strength......aminn..




okayy..enough wif that..it just broken my heart more n more..
still i was really2 thankful to my beloved family n besh friend, my lovely housemte, n others who tried to comfort me..always by my side..i really2 appreciate it..thanks soo much!!..
i love u guys soo much!!...
ermmmmuuuahhx!

its tough but im trying to get used to it.. :)

p/s : still crying while making this entry... :'((

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=(

broken heart?

it hurts when u have someone 

but it feels like u dont =((

it hurts when u're not important to him...but he is important to u...

because in the end he will push u aside..

mybe i already forgve u....but i can never forget...

seriously stop crying..it is not worth to cry over such a thing..

there are tons of other things to be worry about..

be strong dear..

seriously do u really2 meant everything u've said...

how can i know that u're telling the truth...????

how can i believed u when my heart hurts sooo much..???

n u dont even try to do something to make me feel better... 

dear ALLAH give me strength soo that i'll never cry for such a things...

p/s : SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK

dats all

with love

miera

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seriously it hurts..

Sometimes you think that what you did/happen to someone was okay. 

Maybe it looks like that person was okay and didn’t care about it. 

Actually you don’t even know that he/she was trying to be understanding but deep inside it hurts. 

Seriously don’t think that when someone says it’s okay he/she really2 means it. 

Sometimes he/she just want to keep it inside and tried to be strong. 

But when the patience was already gone, it is really hard to pretend that everything was okay. 

where are u :(

oh my dear broadband what should i do??..i couldnt find u..sob..sob..i think i misplaced it..

but the problem is i dont remember where i put it..

ok im not that sad..haha..

i had search the entire room to find it but the results was frustrating ..

i dont have any idea where it is..hotoke??

ok..this is not me..

its just some pic that i've downloaded..

this pic too..hehe..

and i had searched under my bed but its not there..

where are u..??

dear god, i hope U would give me a clue where is my broadband..

i need it ryte now as wifi was sooo slow!..

it takes a day to finish download one episode..huh..

ok..its enough..haha..hopefully i can find my broadband..

and i hope pina, my roomate could help me to search for it when she come back from kedah..

*i think soo..i dont really remember whether she went to kedah or perak..huhu..

i think thats all for now..i wanna go to bed..huhu..

nyte2..sweet dreamzzz guys..=)

dats all

with love

miera

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